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Tuesday's chill

Don't know if it's a good idea or not but I have started watching "Eat, Pray, Love". Despite the fact that part of it is set in Bali, the place I associate with my ex, that being the place where he lived and he rediscovered himself. I think I enjoy provoking myself sometimes. I know he may go there again... But so will I, I want to visit this magical place everyone is talking about. As soon as I get back on my feet with money I will go travelling again. Back to the States for a bit and then will see. Maybe Costa Rica, Cancun.. so many options. I have time to draft my plan. Today I received a very unexpected phone call from my friend in Florida, with whom not only that I spoke for an hour and a half if not more but she was so so supportive, that I burst into tears. Support comes from some surprising people. Giving that I am keeping a low profile after the break-up and not many people know what I am dealing with... not many people know I am back from the States
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Another Monday

Monday, almost gone. Gypsy is happy, one more day ticked on the calendar. I have done quite a few things today, I have been productive. I have started my job hunt and sent some applications. One is going to be successful, I am sure! I have ups and downs still, and will have them for some time. It's hard work, recovering from a breakup. Somehow this one, being the second one seems heavier. Because I had a different type of relationship with my dear, more fulfilling.  I struggled to eat today and felt a bit unwell. My native country makes me even more depressed and I am stuck here for another two weeks. God, it feels so loooong! Me and him, on the other side we had some contact over the phone and text messages and it makes me more confused. I don't want my current weak brain to create an idea of hope and the more I think about it, the more I'm sure I have to cut contact in order to avoid this and continue on a healthy recovery path. All the surviving breakup guides
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Sunday evening thoughts and welcome!

My first post and this will be a big welcome, to whom randomly bumps into my blog. I write to get things of my chest in times of need or joy. I will mainly write for myself, to work on my writing skills as I always wanted to be able to write, and what other way than 'just do it'. But since we are all in the same boat I guess in some of my problems, thoughts, joys and so on, you can identify yours too. In which case, I will be very happy with a comment from you. I have to admit that this is a big step for me as I am overcoming a fear of mine, the fear of being exposed and criticized by others. But 'f*** it' excuse my French, with what I am dealing at the moment makes me in a way immune. Long story short, I am single again. Me and my darling have been together quite a long time and he was one of my favourite human beings.  Same classic story boy meets the girl.  He made me happy, I loved him dearly. I loved his family and was looking up to him. But it di
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